Time to pick it all up again..

Have been having a bit of a downer week, and things like work and personal esteem has been suffering a bit under it, not due to home sickness or anything like that, just a general feeling of not being good enough for the job that I'm being paid a fair salary for. Everyone else I talk to keeps on telling me I'm talking through my nose, that I'm good enough to be paid the amount I am, and in some sense I tend to believe them, but the perfectionist in me never sleep, and I mean never, sometimes wake up in middle of the night thinking some really sad things like ... "I could have coded that stored proc so much better by doing this and that and blah blah..." and the weird thing is that I tend to get back to the code I wrote, reviewing it (normally on own time), and thinking.. actually.. it's very good code cause I can use it somewhere else again..

All that said ( this aint going to be a long post though), there are loads of things I wish to learn and I have a bit of a plan on how to do it. I'll be testing it over the next 2 - 3 weeks to see if I can keep at it for as long as I need to make it all habit.

There will be a little bit of a glitch in the making of the habit, the London Motorshow on the 21st of July, being that I've taken the day off work as well, to go look at some really really kewl cars :) And then in the evening go to UB40 concert... I know I know.. it's not my normal music, but I've heard they are really good live, and to be honest, they were the only concert that jumped out when I was looking at the concert list.

Had been keen on going to the Air Tattoo (http://www.airtattoo.com) next weekend, but in all fairness don't really have the finances to do so.And on the other hand I really don't have a nice camera with kewl lens to make it worth the while either.

Anyhoo ppl, it's late ( relatively speaking ) and I have a new regime to start.

Hope all will have a great remainding week ahead.

Greets
Z