Failings....
Some ppl in life get really hard on themselves if things don't work out for them.
They qoute things like, "Life isn't fair" or "I should get [insert random stuff/emotions here]", and in most cases it tends to be very self focussed. Yeah, I'm generalising, but this is my blog, so I'm allowed.
Me, I get really pissed off at myself when I feel I've let anyone else down. And I feel I have. Rather severely at that as well. The whole current rent/work/contract/my boss doesn't know/can't tell me because it's waiting on someone coming back from his/her holiday is getting really tough. I don't mind it weighing down so much on me, but I cannot convey in mere words the amount of hatred I have towards (and I know hatred is a very very strong word ) myself for putting Grieks through all this.
I'm sorry my love, that I didn't think before I acted, and gave notice, a month to early.
Z[out]
posted by Zodan @ 8:28 pm
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2 Comments:
Baby stop being so hard on yourself please ... we talked about this. I love you and nothing is going to change that
err... hate to comment in the middle of this personal stuff ;) but Zod I've completely forgotten your email addy and this is the only way I had of contacting you.... brain dead ok... thesis crap.
Anyways I was wondering how much you know about the RTP protocol for streaming video on the net. I need to get a video stream from an IP Cam at a fixed IP address that publishes its video stream to a webpage from its own webserver, into some sort of programming language like C++ java or VB any ideas? the cam supports TCP/IP , RTP UDP FTP etc etc but I dont really know where to start....
Any help would be greatly appreciated.
Thanx Man
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